February 2012
whole bunch of phi sig girls in my apartment
they’re sweet and my roommate is making dinner,
so precious :)
sorry tumblr, I've been avoiding you
but not purposefully
just been mad busy, and not in the blogging mood
ya know?
mood flop.
great
word vomit.
god i fucking hope that friday changes us.
when i can smell you, but your no where near me.
thats when i miss you.
i'm posting like crazy because i feel like i'm...
i'm back to that place again.
god this sucks, i go through all that, then it gets better, now this?
Just one thing after another.
I want to trust you, but there are things just coming out of the woodwork that are making me really think about this situation. I think i love you, it hurts so much when i see you with other girls, or when people tell me that you did all this stupid, selfish, creepy stuff, and all i want is for us...
grrrrrrrr
tiff might have been right, i might have to hate...
it’s like i’m seeing a whole new person now…
and i’m not sure if i like that person :/
I don't ever want to find out I've been...
and lied to.
that would,
be the
be all, end all right there.
not trust = no love.
I believe you.
i've never felt like this before in my life.
I hope and pray you are not lying to me.
i have so much faith in you, i don’t want to be disappointed and broken again.
so cute. Olympic Swimmer Surprises long time... →
no roommate = no pants
i love lace underwear.
literally heaven
thought i was getting up to go to the gym, and i...
WAH. need new ones. Now.
miracles do happen?
i had three scenarios as to how tonight was going to go,
and i’m fine with this one.
because i understand,
and we are willing to work on this.
thank you for giving it another chance
i'm just wondering if this is a sign, and this is...
I’m just still confused, or is this a stunt?
I just don’t understand whats going on…
and i can’t do anything about it, other than just breathe.
i've been shaking for two days straight now...
wtf?
i'm so friggin nervous for tonight.
i have two scenarios of how it is going to go, and i’m terrified of both
sort of disappointed,
my theory is that you watched the waling dead, instead of coming over here and solving our problems.
this might not go as i’d hoped…
and this just sucks.
good thing i texted them...
would have had dinner by myself…or no dinner at all…
this is going to suckkk
I really want to talk but i’m not sure how its going to go….
i’ve cleaned my entire apartment, i’m alone, I’ve already eaten with sydney, and not i’m about to do homework with one of your brothers. All i want is to be with you… and to fix this.
wah. That's about it.
realizing my sister and i look alike...
weird.
i'm such a sap sometimes.
i shouldn’t be sending you that kind of emotionally wrapped stuff on facebook. I’m so immature and i miss you
the feeling when the tears drip down your face...
I swear, I will do my best to fix this
maybe there is more fun to be had without me?
but i guess i can only assume, but if i really fucked up this time, then it’s time for me to face the wrath that is “Karma” herself….
I'm hoping you see what i want, and can feel how...